Ten Things i ask for zis New Year...

O New Year...you ancient thing...

these are my dreams for you...

1) smoke-free, one whole year (progress thus far? check.)

2) new home that IS a home. all this beige in my apt. bugs me out. i miss our green carpet in az.

3) paintings and photos and drawings that spill out into the digital atmosphere and gather money.

4) writing enough. writing more. writing to live. out loud.

5) a little being in my belly that grows and then coups my heart. my life. my little baby born.

6) i want this new volunteer opportunity with foster children to spill over the brim and make me break down, make me re-grow. again. get bigger. big. larger. large. gather the whole wide world in its arms.

7) minimize the distance between my family and i.

8) eat food like i'm taking medicine. it's meh vitamins. it's life. Stop fucking around.

9) Start making money that doesn't depend on The Man.

10) read and believe that i will do all of these things...